Just Say No by Pris Campbell

Just Say No

Ever since grandfather broke the decency rules
in my childhood, men in authority could make
my knees buckle if they pushed hard enough
and despite my wish that the earth would open,
pulling them under with fire and brimstone,
they persisted in attempts to grope me,
kiss me, or fuck me.

A therapist told me to practice saying no,
over and over, to see the word pushing them back,
to see the word as my my holy grail,
successful at fending them off
(with pepper spray blatantly hooked to my purse
as a backup), so, determined, I rode to work
each day screaming no, no, no out of my car window,
while other commuters tried to clear
out of the path of this crazy woman beside them.

My next chance to use this word was with
a boss who always pushed at my boundaries.

Startled by this abrupt force in my voice,
he suggested I see someone about my anger,
but his hands did indeed move back
to his desk nervously and rarely reached out again
during the remainder of our work year together.

img_2555The poems of Pris Campbell have appeared in numerous journals and anthologies, including PoetsArtists, Rusty Truck, Bicycle Review, Chiron Review, and Outlaw Poetry Network. The Small Press has published eight collections of her poetry and Clemson University Press a collaboration with Scott Owens. When The Wolves Come After You, with Michael Parker, from Goss Publications and Squalls on the Horizon, a book of tanka, from Nixes Mate are her most recent small press books. A former Clinical Psychologist, sailor and bicyclist until sidelined by ME/CFS in 1990, she makes her home in the Greater West Palm Beach, Florida, with her husband.

2 Replies to “Just Say No by Pris Campbell”

  1. I have been reading Pris Campbell for many years on different sites and had no idea she had concerns like these in the background of her life. I have my own concerns bedeviling me in my dotage but a man’s concerns, I suspect, are usually easier to deal with than something like this.I certainly would not trade.

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